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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:46 am
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    executed there, but no one—repeat no one—has come forward with indisputable proofYet a
    part of that file was leaked, a very vital part, and it concerns me deeply because my name is thereMorris Panov, the chief psychiatrist of recordWe were the only—repeat only—
    two individuals acknowledged to have been close associates of the unknown man who assumed the
    name of Jason Bourne, considered in more sectors than we can count to gucci twirl watch be the rival of Carlos in the
    killing gameBut that information is buried in the vaults here in LangleyHow did it get out?
    According to the rules, if anyone wants any part of that record—from the White House to the State
    Department to the holy Joint Chiefs—he has to go through the offices of the director and his chief
    analysts right here at LangleyThey have to be briefed on all the details of the request, and even if
    they’re satisfied as to the legitimacy, there’s a final stepBefore a release is signed, I’m to be
    contacted, and in the event I’m not cartier santos 100 around any longer, DrPanov is to be reached, either one of us
    legally empowered to turn the request down flatThat’s the way it is, gentlemen, and no one
    knows the rules better than I do because I’m the one who wrote them—again right here at Langley,
    because this was the place I knew bestAfter twenty-eight years in this corkscrew business, it was
    my final contribution—with the full authority of the president of the United States and the consent
    of Congress through the select committees on intelligence in the House and the Senate
    “That’s heavy hermes bag artillery, MrConklin,” commented the gray-haired director, sitting motionless,
    his voice flat, neutral
    “There were heavy reasons for pulling out the cannonsOne of the sixteen-inchers reached me
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    14
    “You’re damned right he didNow, there’s the question of accountabilityI want to know how
    that information surfaced and, most important, who got it
    Both deputy directors began talking at once, as angrily as Alex, but they were stopped by the
    DCI, who touched their arms, a pipe in one hand, a lighter in the other“Slow down and gucci bangle watch back up,
    MrConklin,” said the director gently, lighting his pipe“It’s obvious that you know my two
    associates, but you and I never met, have we?”
    “NoI resigned four and a half years ago, and you were appointed a year after that
    “Like many others—quite justifiably, I think—did you consider me a crony appointment?”
    “You obviously were, but I had no trouble with thatAs far as I could
    tell, you were an apolitical Annapolis admiral who ran naval intelligence and who just happened to
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:46 am
    @@@@@He truly was the brother she'd always
    @@@@@He truly was the brother she'd always wanted
    Colum seemed preoccupied, but he said it was nothing more than his
    impatience that the wheat took precedence over finishing the work on
    the inn that Brendon Kennedy was making in the building next to his
    barScarlett remembered the desperate man in the church, the man
    Colum had said was "on the run She wondered if there were more of
    them, what Colum did for themBut she'd really rather not know, and
    she didn't askShe preferred to think about happy things, like
    Kathleen's weddingKevin O'Connor wasn't the man Scarlett would
    have
    picked for her, but he was clearly head over heels in love, and he had
    a good farm with twenty cows at grass, so he was considered a very
    good
    catchKathleen had a substantial dowry, in cash saved up from selling
    butter and eggs, and in her owning all the kitchen implements of
    Daniel's houseShe sensibly accepted a gift of a hundred pounds from
    ScarlettIt wasn't necessary to add it to her dowry, she said with a
    conspiratorial winkThe great disappointment for Scarlett was that
    she couldn't hold the wedding party at the Big HouseTradition
    demanded that the wedding take place in the house the couple would
    live
    inThe best Scarlett could do was contribute several geese and a half
    dozen barrels of porter to the wedding feastEven that was going
    over
    the edge a bit, Colum warned herThe groom's family were the hosts
    "Well, if I'm going to go over the edge, I might as well go way over,"
    Scarlett told himShe warned Kathleen, too, in case she wanted to
    object"I'm coming out of mourningI'm sick to death of wearing
    black She danced every reel at the wedding party, wearing bright
    blue and red petticoats under a dark green skirt, and stockings striped
    in yellow and greenThen she cried all the way home to Ballyhara
    "I'm going to miss her so much, ColumI'll miss the cottage, too, and
    all the visitorsI'll never go there again, not with nasty Pegeen
    handing out her nasty old tea
    "Twelve miles isn't the end of the earth, Scarlett darling
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:46 am
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    It didn't make it better, either, but I didn't say thatI was beginning to enjoy myself just a little
    It was so nice to have someone talk to me againJeb was, if nothing else, interesting company
    “One, two, three,” he counted off, then he led me down the third hallway from the leftWe
    started passing round entrances covered by a variety of makeshift doorsSome were used louis vuitton curtained
    off with patterned sheets of fabric; others had big pieces of cardboard duct-taped togetherOne
    hole had two real doors–one red-painted wood, one gray metal–leaning over the opening
    “Seven,” Jeb counted, and stopped in front of a smallish circle, the tallest point just a few
    inches higher than my headThis one protected its privacy with a pretty jade green screen–the
    kind that might divide the space in an elegant living louis vuitton online roomThere was a pattern of cherry
    blossoms embroidered across the silk
    “This is the only space I can think of for nowThe only one that's fitted up decent for human
    habitationIt will be empty for a few weeks, and we'll figure something better out for you by the
    time it's needed again
    He folded the screen aside, and a light that was brighter than that in the hallway greeted us
    The room he revealed gave me a strange feeling of rolex submariner price vertigo–probably because it was so much
    taller than it was wideStanding inside it was like standing in a tower or a silo, not that I had
    ever been in such places, but those were the comparisons Melanie madeThe ceiling, twice as
    high as the room was wide, was a maze of cracksLike vines of light, the cracks circled around
    and almost metThis seemed dangerous to me–unstableBut Jeb showed no fear of cave-ins as
    he led me new cartier farther in
    There was a double-sized mattress on the floor, with about a yard of space on three sides of it
    The two pillows and two blankets twisted into two separate configurations on either half of the
    mattress made it look as if this room housed a coupleA thick wooden pole–something like a
    rake handle–was braced horizontally against the far wall at shoulder height with the ends lodged
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:46 am
    @@@@@He was just beginning to feel angryQuietly,
    @@@@@He was just beginning to feel angryQuietly, he watched them bet, saw Gallagher put down his last bill
    "Ah'm makin' an awful mistake, but Ah'll see ya," Wilson said"What ya got, boy?"
    Gallagher was truculent as though he knew he were going to be beatenWhat the fug do ya think I got -- it's a flush in hearts, jack up"Ah hate to do this to ya, boy, but Ah got ya in spades with that bull He pointed to his ace
    For several seconds Gallagher was silent, but the dark lumps on his face turned a dull purpleThen he seemed to burst all at once"Of all the mother-fuggin luck, that sonofabitch takes it all
    He sat there quivering
    A soldier in a bunk near the hatch raised himself irritably on one elbow, and shouted, "For Chrissake, Jack, how about shutting up and letting us get some sleep
    "Go fug yourself," Gallagher yelled"Don't you men know when to quit?"
    Croft stood upHe was a lean man of medium height but he held himself so erectly he appeared tallHis narrow triangular face was utterly without expression under the blue bulb, and there seemed nothing wasted in his hard small jaw, gaunt firm cheeks and straight short noseHis thin black hair had indigo glints in it which were emphasized by the light, and his gelid eyes were very blue"Listen, trooper," he said in a cold even voice, "you can just quit your pissingWe'll play our game any way we goddam please, and if you don't like it, I don't figure there's much you can do, unless you want to mess with four of us
    There was an indistinct muttered reply from the bunk, and Croft continued looking at him"If you're really looking for something, you can mess with me," Croft addedHis speech was quiet and clearly enunciated with a trace of a southern accentWilson watched him carefully
    This time the soldier who had complained made no answer at all, and Croft smiled thinly, sat down again"You're lookin' for a fight, boy," Wilson told him
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:46 am
    @@@@@They remained together at the otherwise
    @@@@@They remained together at the otherwise deserted
    card-table, talking very comfortably, and not thinking of the rest,
    till some of the rest began to think of themHenry Crawford’s chair
    was the first to be given a direction towards them, and he sat silently
    observing them for a few minutes; himself, in the meanwhile, observed
    by Sir Thomas, who was standing in chat with Dr
    “This is the assembly night,” said William“If I were at Portsmouth
    I should be at it, perhaps
    “But you do not wish yourself at Portsmouth, William?”
    “No, Fanny, that I do notI shall have enough of Portsmouth and
    of dancing too, when I cannot have youAnd I do not know that
    there would be any good in going to the assembly, for I might not
    get a partnerThe Portsmouth girls turn up their noses at anybody
    who has not a commissionOne might as well be nothing as a midshipman
    One is nothing, indeedYou remember the Gregorys; they
    are grown up amazing fine girls, but they will hardly speak to me,
    because Lucy is courted by a lieutenant
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    “Oh! shame, shame! But never mind it, William” (her own cheeks
    in a glow of indignation as she spoke)“It is not worth mindingIt
    is no reflection on you; it is no more than what the greatest admirals
    have all experienced, more or less, in their timeYou must think of
    that, you must try to make up your mind to it as one of the hardships
    which fall to every sailor’s share, like bad weather and hard
    living, only with this advantage, that there will be an end to it, that
    there will come a time when you will have nothing of that sort to
    endureWhen you are a lieutenant! only think, William, when you
    are a lieutenant, how little you will care for any nonsense of this
    kind
    “I begin to think I shall never be a lieutenant, FannyEverybody
    gets made but me
    “Oh! my dear William, do not talk so; do not be so desponding
    My uncle says nothing, but I am sure he will do everything in his
    power to get you madeHe knows, as well as you do, of what consequence
    it is
    She was checked by the sight of her uncle much nearer to them
    than she had any suspicion of, and each found it necessary to talk of
    something else
    “Are you fond of dancing, Fanny?”
    “Yes, very; only I am soon tired
    “I should like to go to a ball with you and see you danceHave
    you never any balls at Northampton? I should like to see you dance,
    and I’d dance with you if you would, for nobody would know who
    I was here, and I should like to be your partner once
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:46 am
    @@@@@ Come on into the magic room Three hours
    @@@@@
    Come on into the magic room
    Three hours and twenty minutes later the magic was completedDavid Webb, Oriental scholar
    and for three years Jason Bourne, assassin, had two additional aliases with passports, driver’s
    licenses and voter registration cards to confirm the identitiesAnd since no cabs would travel out to
    Cactus’s “turf,” an unemployed neighbor wearing several heavy gold chains around his neck and
    wrists drove Cactus’s client into the heart of Washington in his new Cadillac Allanté
    Jason found a pay phone in Garfinkel’s department store and called Alex in Virginia, giving him
    both aliases and selecting one for the Mayflower hotelConklin would officially secure a room
    through the management in the event that summer reservations were tightFurther, Langley would
    activate a Four Zero imperative and do its best to furnish Bourne with the material he needed,
    delivering it to his room as soon as possibleThe estimate was a minimum of an additional three
    hours, no guarantees as to the time or authenticityRegardless, thought Jason, as Alex reconfirmed
    the information on a second direct line to the CIA, he needed at least two of those three hours
    before going to the hotelHe had a small wardrobe to put together; the Chameleon was reverting to
    type
    “Steve DeSole tells me he’ll start spinning the disks, crosschecking ours with the army data
    banks and naval intelligence,” said Conklin, returning to the line“Peter Holland can make it
    happen; he’s the president’s crony
    “Crony? That’s an odd word coming from you
    “Like in crony appointmentHow about you? Any progress?”
    Conklin paused, and when he answered his quiet voice conveyed his fear; it was controlled but
    the fear was there“Let’s put it this wayI’m not equipped for what I’ve learnedI’ve been away
    too longI’m afraid, Jason—sorry
    “You’re right the first timeHave you discussed—”
    “Nothing by name,” broke in the retired intelligence officer quickly, firmly
    “You couldn’t,” contradicted Alex With these cryptic words
    Conklin abruptly hung up
    Slowly Bourne did the same, frowning in concernAlex was the one now sounding
    melodramatic, and it was not like him to think that way or act that w
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    Losing her temper with Colum was of it, but not the main partShe
    was
    there to be absolved of the hat made her own blood run cold
    She had thanked God when John orland told her that six months
    earlier
    Rhett's wife had lost her abyNot long after Scarlett left, Colum
    O'Hara entered the confesionalHe had lied to her, a heavy sin
    After doing his penance he ent to the arsenal in the Anglican church to
    make sure the arms ere sufficiently well concealed in the event she
    decided to investiateCharlotte Montague cheap chanel purses and Scarlett left for the
    house party that as Scarlett's debut after she went to early Mass on
    SundayThe arty was to last a weekScarlett didn't like being away
    from Cat or so long, but the birthday party was only just over-Mrs
    Fitz as still in a tight-lipped fury about the damage all the running
    children had done to the parquet in the ballroom-and she was cerain
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    new servants to investigate, Cat was a very busy little Gucci Clutches irlScarlett,
    Charlotte, and Evans, Charlotte's maid, rode in Scarlett's elegant
    brougham to the train station in TrimThe house party as in County
    Monaghan, too far to go by roadScarlett was more excited than
    nervousGoing to John orland's first had been a good idea
    Charlotte was nervous enough for both of them, although it didn't
    show;
    Scarlett's future n the fashionable world would be decided by the way
    she imressed people this weekCharlotte's future, also
    She glanced at Scarlett to reassure herselfYes, she looked lovely gucci watches ladies in
    her green merino ravelling costumeThose eyes of hers were a gift
    from God, so istinctive and memorableAnd her slim uncorseted body
    was sure o set tongues wagging and the pulses of men racing
    She looked recisely like what Charlotte had insinuated to chosen
    friends: a eautiful, not-too-young American widow with fresh Colonial
    looks and charm; somewhat gauche, but refreshing as a result;
    romantically Irish, as only a foreigner could be; substantially, perhaps
    even phenomenally wealthy, so much so that she could chanel purses afford to e a
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    amusing addition to the circles of people who knew too much about
    one
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    should
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    “That's why they wanted me to teachAnybody can tell them our statistics, but I have personal
    experience from most of the planets we've… taken I hesitated at that word, but it didn't seem
    to bother Jamie“There are only three I've never been to–well, now fourThey just opened a
    new world
    I expected Jeb to louis vuitton duffle bag jump in with questions about the new world, or the ones I'd skipped, but he
    just played absently with the ends of his beard
    “Why did you never stay anywhere?” Jamie asked
    “I never found a place I liked enough to stay
    “What about Earth? Do you think you'll stay here?”
    I wanted to smile at his child's watches gucci confidence–as if I were going to get the chance to ever move on
    to another hostAs if I were going to get the chance to live out even another month in the one I
    had
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    “In its own way, yes How could I explain that the Mists Planet only came at you from the
    outside–it was much more difficult to be attacked from within
    Attacked,Melanie scoffed wasn't actually thinking of you, I told her was thinking of these unstable emotions,
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    I learned my lesson,she assured me drylyI could feel how intensely aware she was of the hand
    in mineThere was an emotion slowly building in her that I didn't recognizeSomething on the
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:46 am
    @@@@@Once in a while a machine gun would start
    @@@@@Once in a while a machine gun would start racketing in the jungle, and might be answered soon after with the shrill riveting sound of a Japanese light automatic
    Sergeant Brown looked at the coconut trees which were shorn at the top from the shellingFarther down, another grove had remained untouched, and he shook his headPlenty of men could have lived through that bombardment, he told himself"This ain't such a bad shelling, compared to what they did to Motome," he said He turned over on his stomach in the sand, and lit a cigarette"The beach stinks already," he announced
    "How can it stink?" Stanley asked
    "It just stinks," Red answeredHe didn't like Stanley, and although he had exaggerated the faint brackish odor that came from the jungle, he was ready to defend his statementHe felt an old familiar depression seeping through him; he was bored and irritable, it was too early to eat, and he had smoked too many cigarettes"There ain't any invasion going on," he said, "this is practice
    Croft hooked his cartridge belt about his waist, and slung his rifle"I'm going to hunt for S-four," he told Brown"You keep the men here till I get back
    "They forgot us," Red said"We might as well go to sleep
    "That's why I'm going to get them," Croft said"Aaah, why don't you let us sit on our butts for the day?"
    "Listen, Valsen," Croft said, "you can cut all the pissin' from here on
    Red looked at him warily"What's the matter?" he asked, "you want to win the war all by yourself?" They stared tensely at each other for a few seconds, and then Croft strode off
    "You're picking the wrong boy to mess with," Sergeant Brown told him"I won't take no crap from nobody He could feel his heart beating quicklyThere were a few bodies lying in the surf about a hundred yards from them, and as Red looked a soldier from Task Force Headquarters began dragging them out of the w
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:46 am
    @@@@@He considered her rather as one who had
    @@@@@He considered her rather as one who
    had never thought on the subject enough to be in danger; who had
    been guarded by youth, a youth of mind as lovely as of person;
    whose modesty had prevented her from understanding his attentions,
    and who was still overpowered by the suddenness of addresses
    so wholly unexpected, and the novelty of a situation which her fancy
    had never taken into account
    Must it not follow of course, that, when he was understood, he
    should succeed? He believed it fullyLove such as his, in a man like
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    himself, must with perseverance secure a return, and at no great
    distance; and he had so much delight in the idea of obliging her to
    love him in a very short time, that her not loving him now was
    scarcely regrettedA little difficulty to be overcome was no evil to
    Henry CrawfordHe rather derived spirits from itHe had been apt
    to gain hearts too easilyHis situation was new and animating
    To Fanny, however, who had known too much opposition all
    her life to find any charm in it, all this was unintelligibleShe
    found that he did mean to persevere; but how he could, after such
    language from her as she felt herself obliged to use, was not to be
    understoodShe told him that she did not love him, could not
    love him, was sure she never should love him; that such a change
    was quite impossible; that the subject was most painful to her;
    that she must entreat him never to mention it again, to allow her
    to leave him at once, and let it be considered as concluded for
    everAnd when farther pressed, had added, that in her opinion
    their dispositions were so totally dissimilar as to make mutual affection
    incompatible; and that they were unfitted for each other
    by nature, education, and habitAll this she had said, and with
    the earnestness of sincerity; yet this was not enough, for he immediately
    denied there being anything uncongenial in their characters,
    or anything unfriendly in their situations; and positively declared,
    that he would still love, and still hope!
    Fanny knew her own meaning, but was no judge of her own manner
    Her manner was incurably gentle; and she was not aware how
    much it concealed the sternness of her purposeHer diffidence, gratitude,
    and softness made every expression of indifference seem almost
    an effort of self-denial; seem, at least, to be giving nearly as
    much pain to herself as to himCrawford was no longer the
    MrCrawford who, as the clandestine, insidious, treacherous admirer
    of Maria Bertram, had been her abhorrence, whom she had
    hated to see or to speak to, in whom she could believe no good
    quality to exist, and whose power, even of being agreeable, she had
    barely acknowledgedCrawford who was addressing
    herself with ardent, disinterested love; whose feelings were
    apparently become all that was honourable and upright, whose views
    of happiness were all fixed on a marriage of attachment; who was
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    pouring out his sense of her merits, describing and describing again
    his affection, proving as far as words could prove it, and in the language,
    tone, and spirit of a man of talent too, that he sought her for
    her gentleness and her goodness; and to complete the whole, he was
    now the MrCrawford who had procured William’s promotion!
    Here was a change, and here were claims which could not but
    operate! She might have disdained him in all the dignity of angry
    virtue, in the grounds of Sotherton, or the theatre at Mansfield Park;
    but he approached her now with rights that demanded different
    treatmentShe must be courteous, and she must be compassionate
    She must have a sensation of being honoured, and whether thinking
    of herself or her brother, she must have a strong feeling of gratitude
    The effect of the whole was a manner so pitying and agitated,
    and words intermingled with her refusal so expressive of obligation
    and concern, that to a temper of vanity and hope like Crawford’s,
    the truth, or at least the strength of her indifference, might well be
    questionable; and he was not so irrational as Fanny considered him,
    in the professions of persevering, assiduous, and not desponding
    attachment which closed the interview
    It was with reluctance that he suffered her to go; but there was no
    look of despair in parting to belie his words, or give her hopes of his
    being less unreasonable than he professed himselfSome resentment did arise at a perseverance
    so selfish and ungenerousHere was again a want of delicacy and
    regard for others which had formerly so struck and disgusted her
    Here was again a something of the same
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:46 am
    @@@@@ “Thank you, Crown Governor It was ten
    @@@@@
    “Thank you, Crown Governor
    It was ten o’clock in the morning and they held each other fiercely, but there was no time for
    talk, only the brief comfort of being together, safe together, secure in the knowledge that they knew
    things the Jackal did not know and that knowledge gave them an enormous advantageStill, it was
    only an advantage, not a guarantee, not where Carlos was concernedAnd both Jason and John St
    Jacques were adamant: Marie and the children were being flown south to Guadeloupe’s Basse-
    Terre islandThey would stay there with the Webbs’ regal maid, MrsCooper, all under guard until
    they were called back to MontserratMarie objected, but her objections were met with silence; her
    husband’s orders were delivered abruptly, icily
    “You’re leaving because I have work to doWe won’t discuss it any further
    “It’s Switzerland again Zurich again, isn’t it, Jason?”
    “It’s whatever you like,” replied Bourne, now preoccupied as the three of them stood at the base
    of the dock, two seaplanes bobbing in the water only yards apart at the far endOne had brought
    Jason directly to Tranquility from Antigua; the other was fueled for the flight to Guadeloupe with
    MrsCooper and the children already inside“Hurry up, Marie,” added Bourne“I want to go over
    things with Johnny and then grill those two old scumballs
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    140
    “They’re not scumballs, DavidBecause of them we’re alive
    “Why? Because they blew it and had to turn to save their asses?”
    “That’s not fair
    “It’s fair until I say otherwise, and they’re scum until they convince me they’re notYou don’t
    know the Jackal’s old men, I doThey’ll say anything, do anything, lie and snivel to hell and back,
    and if you turn the other way, they’ll shove a knife in your spineHe owns them—body, mind and
    what’s left of their soulsNow get to the plane, it’s waiting
    “Don’t you want to see the children, tell Jamie that—”
    “No, there isn’t time! Take her out there, John
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    them at the kitchen tableIn the pantry I found a
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    living room, snapped on all the lights, and looked
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    yellow and orange had turned it into a ghost-ship,
    as well, as if that peculiar sunset were shining
    right through it
    I propped it atop the TV, against the sign reading
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    yet I could call Ilse on my cell, but Jack had
    been on top of that, too
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:46 am
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    their lives…
    I disagree
    Look, just stop trying to annihilate yourself, okay? Because if I think you can do it, I'll make
    Doc pull me out todayJust imagine what he would do
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    We thought of other things then, things that didn't hurtLike where we would send the Seeker
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    We thought of my memories, the pretty onesThe ice castles and the night music and the
    colored sunsThey were like fairytales to herAnd she told me fairytales, tooGlass slippers,
    poisoned apples, mermaids who wanted to have souls…
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    They all returned togetherJared had come back through the main entranceIt had taken so
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    overhang th
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    2:46 am
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    2:58 am
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    269
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    2:46 am
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    on aspirin
    "I'm going to examine your stump," he said"That
    all right?"
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    I sat with my left hand resting on my bare left
    thigh, looking at the eye-chart as he grasped my
    shoulder with one hand and cupped my stump in the
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    would there be? The arm that was no longer there
    had wanted the pen, and the pen was in my pocket,
    so now the arm was asleep again
    "And how about this, Edgar? May I call you Edgar?"
    "Anything but late to dinnerOne hand was still on my shoulder, but
    the other was at his sideNowhere near the stump
    "Not at all, phantom sensations in the stump of a
    limb are normalI'm just surprised at the rate of
    healingI squeezed pretty
    darn hard to begin with He
    cupped the stump again and pushed upward"Does
    that give pain?"
    It did - a dull, low sparkle, vaguely hot
    "If it didn't I'd be worried"Look at
    the eye-chart again, all right?"
    628
    I did as he asked, and decided that all-important
    seventh line was AGOCSEOWhich made more sense
    because it made no sense
    "How many fingers am I touching you with, Edgar?"
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    me at al
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    2:46 am
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    his memory by being too cowardly to take a cup of tea with them,
    even if
    there are rats running across the floor"Pansy," she said, "when we
    get to the house, you go on inI'll be back directly, you tell them
    You will walk me home, won't you, Jamie?" She was brave enough
    to
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    reputation for all time by walking alone on the streetLadies just
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    behind her grandfather's house, not by the square in front of it where
    her aunts liked to promenade under the trees for their
    "constitutionals Pansy went willingly through the gate into the
    garden, already yawning anticipation of going back to sleep
    Scarlett tried not to look anxiousn She'd heard Jerome complaining to
    her aunts about the deterioration of the neighborhoodOnly a few
    blocks to the east the fine old homes had degenerated into ramshackle
    boardinghouses for the sailors who manned the ships in and out of
    Savannah's busy portAnd for the waves of immigrants who arrived
    on
    some of the shipsMost of them, according to the snobbish, elegant
    old black man, were unwashed IrishJames escorted her straight
    ahead,
    and she sighed silently with 345 reliefThen, very soon, he turned
    onto the handsome, well-kept avenue called South Broad and
    announced,
    "Here we are," in front of a tall, substantial brick house"How
    nice!" Scarlett said, with all her heartIt was almost the last
    thing she got to say for some timeInstead of climbing the stairs to
    the big door on the high stoop, Jamie opened a smaller door at street
    level and ushered her into the kitchen and an overwhelming onslaught
    of
    people, all of them redheaded and all of them noisily welcoming when
    he
    shouted out above the hubbub of greetings, "This is Scarlett, my uncle
    Gerald O'Hara's beautiful daughter come all the way from Atlanta to
    see
    Uncle James There are so many of them, Scarlett thought when they
    rushed toward herJamie's laughter when the youngest girl and a
    little boy grabbed him around the knees made it impossible to
    understand what he was sayingThen a large stout woman, with hair
    redder than any of them, held out a roughened hand to Scarlett
    "Welcome to the house," she said placidly"I'm Jamie's wife,
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    Pay no attention to these savages; come sit by the fire and have a cup
    of tea She took Scarlett's arm in a firm grip and drew her into the
    roomQuiet, you heathens, let your Pa catch his breath, can't you?
    Then wash your faces and come meet Scarlett one by
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